money...just as bad as a 4 letter word

ever thought money should be a 4 letter word? i do at times, it is right up there with damn, shit, and whatever else some days, feels like one can work and work and still spin on that same hamster wheel of life, sometimes i know it takes hard work to get ahead, i truly understand and respect that but would it be so wrong to ever get one gold star? one award for doing good? one small break? It truly just gets frustrating, what is your word that might as well be a 4 letter word?